Dear Nobody™,

Hello, I don't know really what to write, and I don't know if anyone is going to relate, but uh yeah and I also don't know if I am just complaining but here we are.

I've been blamed a lot in this house, especially around chores. I live with my dad, his girlfriend, and her son. I will not be naming them. I am a teenager, and a girl. And his girlfriend has targeted me ever since she moved in. At first my dad did defend me. But he stopped and just ignores when she calls me names or targets me. She talks behind my back a lot as well. And I've been blamed a lot. I get blamed for not doing the dishes even though most of them aren't mine and no one ever comments when his girlfriend leaves all her dirty dishes, not even in the sink, just everywhere on the counter. But the second I leave a little plate or a spoon, I will get yelled at or told off. Dad and his girlfriend are also sexual with each other around me. Maybe not on purpose. And my dad often tells me that she is worried about me whenever they do it with the door open. But then she'll comment to me on how hot and sexy my dad is. =| Anyway, she will also sorta push me aside when we hang out. Just the three of us. If I tag along, they forget I'm there, ignore me, act like it's a date. It's very weird. They will always comment on how disgusting my room is, I sleep in the same room as her son. And most of the stuff on the floor is his stuff, not mine. And I will still get blamed for it because I'm older, even though the son isn't even my brother and she isn't even my mom. She has stated multiple times that she doesn't want to be my mom and will not treat me like her daughter. Yet she still wants the same respect I would give a parent. It's stupid. And I'm not mean to her. I'm actually pretty nice and I also barely say anything to her. She's the one who insults me all the time. And now she's making a plan about me paying them rent when I turn 18, immediately, and my dad is on board even though he knows the school refuses to give me a work permit so I can't get a job until I am 18 years old. So my plan is to leave and go to my grandmother's house once I turn 18 to just learn how to be an adult without being forced to pay them money. I find it unfair because his girlfriend isn't even working. She's 42, and hasn't worked a job in like 4 years. My dad is the one that works. And they expect a 18 year old to pay them part of the rent?? It's unrealistic and extremely stupid in my mind. Anyway, I just wanted to vent and see if anyone sorta related to this. BYE!!