Dear God,

Each and every day I suffer the emotional tortures of my father, my family, each one of which is complicit to pedophilic abuses against minors, my father being an unconvicted statutory rapist. The neglect, the parentification, the vile and wretched co-dependence on my every body motion, attention, and word results in my dad crashing out if I stand against him. I will always stand for truth, logic, and life. I will never lose hope. I seek to escape through becoming a web developer. I have no college degree. I suffer socially due to trauma, though it gets better the harder I force myself to be uncomortable and amongst my peers. I will keep on trying until I die. I will never give up. I will fight until the very the end, and see victory. I will estrange myself from the horrors of the people who torture my mind.