Dear Nobody™,

i always try to be kind to people, even if they annoy me, about a week ago, someone accidentaly dropped backpack of my classmate and their money fell out, i quickly placed all of the coins in one place, so they won't get lost and she won't be sad.

as you could think... she shouted at me, because i helped and placed the coins neatly on the ground, she probably thought i was the one that dropped her backpack, even if in the changind room, i always change on a completely other side of the room. sorry for helping i guess...

people always say i'm mean, but they are the ones who shout at someone for the smallest things.
a day ago on a school trip, on the way back, a girl vomitted, she was feeling bad all the time, not even enjoying the trip. some of the green guts got onto my knee, on my pants. she said sorry. i wasn't mad at all, i did the thumbs up sign, smiled, and wiped it away. am i really that bad, i mean... i almost always shout at people at my volleyball practice, but that's because everyone talks at once, i would be a good leader, i think...
it's mostly because someone got a better position all the game, and then they flex their guts out. they get mad if i don't want to share my food. (They don't want to share their either.)

..am i really that bad? or the people near me?