Dear Mom,

Dear mom i dont have the courage to tell you my story but one day i will. When i was 7 or 8 i was sexually assaulted i havent told anyone since you left me for alcohol i still love you it hurt me when you left for the city and disappeared of the social media i hope one day ill finally get to see you again. And if i ever have a kid ill love them i promise please come back to us. My other sibling and i have gone no contact for years and evertime we see eachother i feel like we're strangers and not siblings its awkward here i try so hard to not end myself because of my trauma and abuse i endure but ill make it i promise i love you so much be safe mom.