Dear L,

Bro we left shit inconclusive, I never got to tell you that I did in fact kiss him and the incredibly funny story that came with it. Were you happy there? Bro I don't think that what I am going to study is that ethical and it kinda goes against my principles, and if I am being honest the only thing that I do want to do with my life is dance, and it sound super silly because I am so bad at it, but I love how it makes me feel. You would have probably said, "that is so stupid how could you even make money by doing that" and I would have tried to defend myself and then you would have given me the biggest side eye ever.Bro, I hope you were satisfied with your life there. I will never forgive myself for ghosting you, when we could have seen each other one last time. Bro thank you for not being mean to me when you had every reason to do so, thank you for hearing me complain about my parents and also thank you for opening up to me the may times that you did. Bro I don't know what to do what to feel , why did you suddenly die? Like what, girl there is is much tea I need to tell you, I will never again get another spill session with you. I never even got to tell you that my neighbor ghosted me and that the couple who we all thought was gonna get married haben sich getrennt, bro life is so dumb, like what do you mean you died, bro I hope you were happy, and I hope that even tho we didn't see each other one last time, you did knew that incluso cuando yo lloraba de Chiquita porq me invitabas a tu casa, tienes un lugar especial en mi corazón y bro te llegué a querer mucho, bro q mierda why did you die, q putas tf