Dear dadu,

I really miss you.You are the only one who loved me so much that I can never get from anyone.You were my safest place.I really miss you a lot.I feel really guilty to just go on studying in the last days of yours.I could have left my study just to make a little bit more time with you.When you were in hospital I should have visited you more often. There were always a person with the patient but you used to be sometimes alone.You left me too soon.I can't bear it.When the last time I visited you in hospital you were not in your bed and we found you outside your room gazing outside the window because you were too much bored to be there in your hospital room,and maybe feeling alone. I never thought you would just leave me like that ,you used to say that I wouldn't be able to make it but I never thought it would be true.Marks never matter now,but the guilt of not being with you when maybe you needed us the most will always be there.I always will love you and wanna hug you tight and never let you go.You are the only one I love,I just hate everyone now.