Dear Nobody™,

Dad, you were always wondering why we didn't have the normally-sweet father-daughter bond. But I've never seen you as a man who'd reflect and admit your wrongs. Even if you said you did, it was always said with anger. Since I was a child, the hatred towards you grew strong. Sometimes I feel guilty for hating, but sometimes I can't help but felt so betrayed and hurted by you that my hatred only grew stronger. I knew this is a first for both of us (in life). I knew you gave me such wonderful life that I'd be an ungrateful child if I were to wish something "big" because you worked so hard to reach your position now. I aknowledge that you survived worse hardships as a child and you build everything on your own. I know. I know you paid for everything. But forcing us your childern to take the same path as you is horrible. You never admit that. You'd say it's for our own sake. Bu I'd say it is for your ego. For your pride. For your will. I couldn't bring this to your face because I expected that you'll be denying everything. I wish I can erase this hatred, but wht do I do if instead, it's just grew.