Dear financial struggles,

today, i broke my 4 yr old phone that was given to me from my uncle. it pisses me off coz it's my fault. but it pisses me more OFF the fact that i dont have any money or means to buy a new one to replace what was broken.

it much more pisses me off SO BAD the fact that i need to work HARD AGAIN to have a new one. it pisses me the fuck off everything about my life.

every time i make a mistake, it took out of all my capacities, abilities, and i am not even privilege to have the things that I NEEDED!

it pisses the fuck me off, EVERYTHING.

cant help to think what's wrong about my life. is it me? my faith? my destiny? coz wtfuck is happening right now.

ik it will pass, but FUCK! i am here living at the present and i cannot wait to PASS it coz i need to endure it AGAIN AND AGAIN.

this is not just about how i broke my phone. it's about EVERYTHING.

it pisses the fuck me off to live a life like this.

can some send an advice for me?

oh god i hope someone reply to this message thru sending another message.

IT PISSES ME OFF SO FUCKING BAD.

I WANNA CRY.