Dear George,

It has been 275 days since we talked or even texted. I know we were never a thing but I wanted us to be. I know we both had our issues that we had to deal with. But why would you do that to me. I forgave you, i really did. Then you told me I suck, and i forgave you. Then you left me. After i forgave you way to many times. You know I blame myself, I wish i could have seen through it. The way you told me you were just joking. Joking is supposed to make me laugh not want to fall asleep and never wake up. I know you know you never meant to do this that is why I forgive you......again and again. I wont contact you again. But i think about you alot. I think about all the times you made me smile and laugh. I think about all the times you made me cry. I think about all the things I told you that could come back and ruin my life thats why I hope you forgive me. I will forever remember you.