Dear Literally Nobody,

Life sucks lately. Mostly because of school. I can't seem to find the motivation to do anything. I mean, I have a midterm due today (which I've barely started) and I decided to stay home. The only thing I still find myself frequently motivated to do is choir. I love singing. If it were possible I'd drop out of school and just stay in the choir program only. -But it doesn't work like that. So what am I supposed to do? I just keep failing more and more classes anyway, so what's even the point? And I refuse to do summer school, because summer is the only time I get with my mom, and it's already too short. But retaking classes during the year is $90 a class. That's an insane amount of money for this bullshit education. I don't know though. I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. So I'm just gonna stop writing for now.