Dear Younger selfl,

im Sorry i did this to you. I'm sorry you now hide in fear. Life isn't as fun as you think it is. I know your future wouldn't be like this. Congrats you now are skinny and curvy. But now everyday you feel your so called "best friend's" hand choking you. You feel the pain of being violated. You have your dream body but now you live with the truth of being a rape victim. Of your so called "best friend". Knowing you were used and ignored. That you got pregnant and had a miscarriage. I violated you im sorry. I tried killing myself. It's not better I wish i could go back and be like you.