Dear my beatufil mum that no longer roams this earth,

I miss you everyday mumma, I'm sorry for everything that happened before you passed, I'm sorry for everything i said, and how i didnt help you try and get better, i regret everything that happened, sometimes i imagine what it would be like if i never were born, how life wouldve turned out for you, if you were out there sharing your smart dreams to the world, anywhere but where you are right now, you were gone to early mum way to early, you should be here right now, why did this have to be my life, your life, why.