Dear Dear October boy,,

I really don't know my feelings for you. I care more then i'll like to admit but i care for all of my friends not just you. But maybe it's a different care? What i do know is that i like what you're giving me and sometimes i want it to stop other times i'm craving to talk to you. I guess i'll never know and that's okay if i hurt you then i'm sorry and as much as i love you hurt me too. I'm sorry for everything i hope you can find peace from someone that's not me. I don't think i'll ever fall inlove with you.