Dear Whoever's reading this.,

Two days ago, my brother lost the love of his life from suicide. It was nobody's fault, it just happened without a warning.

I saw my brother suffer from grief and heart ache. There will always be a stinging pain visible considering that they are each other's first loves and other halves.

I've been to a break up before and I know that them disappearing will always hit a pang upon the chest. I understand what he's going through and it's doubled because he is a bereavement of a suicide.

You will check your phone to see if a notification from them will pop up. You will sit there for a few minutes waiting for their messages to resurface. But it will not gonna happen.

You'll start to look at the photos you have together, cry for a bit, and contemplate about them. You'll wait for the memories to infringe inside your mind.

Why is the measure of love loss?

It's a question that piqued my interest.

My brother lost her and after that, I still saw his immeasurable love for her and it keeps on growing. I've seen his sacrifices, efforts, and interests to be consistent. I hope he recovers from the weigh of the pain that he's enduring.

Also, please check on your loved ones. A simple "how are you" means a lot.

Hugs for those who are struggling and experienced the same.