Dear My first love,

If I'm going to be honest, everything was fine. I felt like you were the light I needed and somehow everything just goes gray once I've realized you like someone else. I'm still asking myself what could I have done to make it better. To make me forget. To make me erase all those feelings but there was no answer. Not a single mercy was given to me even after I've loved you so hard it hurts. I still think about you. A lot. It genuinely feels like a big part of me was torn away violently when it happened. Are you happy now? I hope so. I hope she makes you happy. Even if it means I'll never see that happily ever after I've always envisioned with the two of us.