Dear To my father,

to a man who married my mom . a man who left after being caught texting other women in a flirting way.. to a father who never came back after leaving a mother and two kids in which one of them was just one year old. ... im the elder one here . i'm 18 now, gonna be 19 in a month.. i dont miss you, i hate you... i hate that i have got this life.. you ruined everything without living in my home.. i would had been better if i had a dad who never chose to run away . ... youve broken me in ways that will take long time to recover.. i wish i had a good male figure. .As a boy , i'm not doing anything thats related to my age or my life goal.. i dont even know what i want to be . i'm tired of living a life like this. .. i am not gonna giv up in life, cause i dont deserve to give up.. but at the same time i have no idea to what to do in this life ... im also responsible for what iam today.. but it hurts to live a life like this. .. i wish you suffer a lot.. ive devoloped a lot of bad habits that are ruining my life day by dya.. my mom has done her best for sure to raise me and my younger brother . i hate the fsct that youre my dad...