Dear NOBODY,

Without any intros; i feel like killing my self! i just want to disapear my whole life is falling apart; i am not studying what i want and if i miss my chance this year; i will be stuck here forever; my parents are sick and toxic and living here is chocking. IT MIGHT SOUND SO SILLY BUT I LIVED POOR MY ENTIRE LIFE I DO NOT HAVE ANY SKILL I ONLY KNOW TO STUDY AND IF I MISS THIS TOO I WILL BE THE MOST USELESS HUMAN BEING IN THE WORLD. I HATE MYSELF NOW SO MUCH AND I AM TAKING THIS ALONE AND I CAN NOT TELL MY PARENTS. I FEEL LIKE ENDING MYSELF BUT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT IT SO THAT IF EVERYTHING WORKS OUT SOMEHOW I WILL LAUGH AT THIS IF NOT IDK WHERE I WILL BE.