Dear Nobody™,

I'm sorry for expecting too much. I'm sorry for being hopeful that maybe I get a send off with care. I'm sorry that what I wanted was too much for you. Really, I am a sad girl. He wasn't wrong about that.
What can a girl like me do when I'm too sensitive and reactive? What should I do to rid myself of this pathetic feeling? I am so tired of this. The disappointment and the hurt of not being worthy for anything. Laughs. The incoming months will be hard.