Dear Myself,

if im honest heres what ill say
my mom has been fat shaming and ive been in the dark crying alone im still young how could she tell me im fat i tried my best to lose weight but i cant it hurts this is a reflection of my own issues and anxiety and my friends are calling me mean names i didnt even do anything i dont even know anymore if my parents wants me why am i even here i just wanna be in a place where no one bothers me everything im doing is wrong i really wanna say sorry to the people i hurt but its like they wont forgive me they dont even know how hurt i am in the inside but atleast someone cares for me and always listen to my problems in reflections and thats god i wish he was here during in all my problems i just want to tell him im sorry for all my sins the smile im trying to put on is fake inside im depressed,sad,lonely,anxiety....