Dear Samuel,

Hi Samuel. I love you. I really do. I know you never think of me. And maybe you have a new girlfriend. But I miss you all the time. I want to kiss you and talk to you. But that version of me has to die. I won't like you anymore. I don't know why I hold on to you so tightly when I know I'm sacrificing my own mental health and clarity just to feel emotions for someone who didn't even feel emotions for me when we were dating. But Sam, I think you're special. You're one of the only people I think are special, because there's something different about you. I wish you the best in life. We are over :(