Dear kyle,

am i with somebody else? yes. are you with someone else too? also yes. that doesn't mean i don't think about you everyday. in the end, i always believed it would be me and you. now i know that we could've never worked. you seem happier with her anyway.

i'll admit, my mom never found out about us talking. i was just too scared to let you back in like the other times because i was afraid of what people might've thought. afraid that things might get bad again with my friends and family.

i wish we met when we were older and more experienced in everything. maybe then we could've loved each other right from the start. you told me i was your dream girl in the last letter you wrote me. even though i know that doesn't apply anymore, i hope you know you were my dream partner. even while being with him is nice, it doesn't compare to when i'm with you.

he doesn't get me like you did. he doesn't even really pay attention to me. i thought being with him would help me get over you but it wast the case.

now that i know all of this, i also know it's too late to turn back. so, i'll love you from afar. i wont text, i wont call, i wont even look in your direction anymore. i'll let you go because i know its the right thing to do for the both of us. thank you for the memories. thank you for the lessons taught. thank you for being such an important part of my life even if you aren't in it anymore.

so for the last time, hu guaiya hao, mahal kita, i love you.