Dear The Kid who wrote on 8th jan,

To the 14 yr old who wrote a w a CW on 8th jan 2026, calm down. I can relate a lil to u. I also recently turned 14 n im on my laptop ALOT. I timepass there often, n i hav a sis so ofc i ask her for sum thngs too, dont v all? It's js smthng of convinience. I wud encourage u to get up and js walk a few steps to get the stuff. Think of it like a game, "I bet i can reach there in 5 steps." Or, sumtimes I ask myself, "wud it hurt me to do ___?" If the ans is no, go for it; if yes, then dont. Pls, don't think of suicide, if not for urself, think of the others around u. Ur death is smthng that happens to others and not js u. Im sure ur family cherishes u, they sound so sweet. Talk to them a lil, try opening up. It might b hard, but surely will eventually b comforting. And look, v r still young, v havent lived our life fully yet. U WILL acomplish smthng in ur life. And u know what will b ur 1st accomplishment? Saving urself. Pls, js dont depart. I understand it hurts rn. Until recently i too was in a depression like state. For ur hobbies, Id suggest u try taking up a low effort one, if u must, cos ngl havng no hobbies is also fine. (Also, sumtimes when asked in a random moment i totally forget that i hav hobbies, mayb ure like that too idk) N tbh, yapping n making frnds is a skill, man. U aint useless. U giv joy to ur dear ones. N also, abt ur college. If u feel u need to get in a gud one, I cant rlly js say "oh dw its all gonna work out". It wont unless u put sum effort (unless ure a hidden genius haha). U shud try to start studying. If homeschooling is smthng that u're uncomfy or tired w, n cant join skl, then try learning urself. Watch fun videos which teach u stuff. Use gamified apps like kahoot or quiziz (or even smthng else) to test urself. Take it easy, one step at a time. Mayb u js havent found the right way to study yet (cos everyone has their own way. personally i read from books. u might like videos and games, or smthng else as well. U can even try pomodoro). And ngl, it doesnt hav to feel like a chore. Think of it like if u study, then u get to chat w ur frnd as a reward or watch videos. U'll feel like u did smthng gud that day. And listen, dont b so harsh on urself. Even if u dont do all this, starting a lil later is fine. Sm ppl hav turned their studies around in a short time (check youtube for this, they giv tips too). Js hold on to this life, will ya? U're precious. The way u care for ur mum rlly shows. And ur frnd too, ure so considerate of his time. Tho i hope ure not losing too much sleep. Well then, I must sign off for now, hope u didnt mind me.