Dear Dear reader,

More than an emotional outburst, maybe a silent cry or confession is why you here? or maybe alignment to why you are reading this at this exact time and moment. I feel like my whole world revolves around him reader, it's as if I lost myself in the pursuit of having him, more than just an emotional outburst these are tears and reactions I never thought could be evoked I'm not sad trust me I'm not I am very happy with a heart full of fear confused to if this could be anger in its natural form, dear reader if you can hear me, I am stuck, perhaps a body, or what they call it a soul, these are not just emotional outburst, do I have to struggle this much? I wish I never existed sometimes, not that its bad, but I can't live with the thought of leaving, dear reader, I twirl around my thoughts as pretty as a ballerina on a flaming dragon, freedom, is what they call it, is that what it is, the lift of heaviness from these worlds screams, shouts? More than just an emotional outburst, it's called. Depth